ORD countdown 2

24 days to 2nd ORD, 16 working days more to go. The end is near! The light! Paradise!

I wonder why I bother with ORD countdowns at all. It certainly indicates a profound and deep seated dissatisfaction with my endeavours and pursuits. Is it a problem with my superiors? My colleagues? My environment? Or maybe it's just ME. But how do I come to terms with a less than satisfactory arrangement, other than lower my expectations? Can I really hope or expect for anything? Perhaps I should not even dare to hope.

问君能有几多愁，
恰似一江春水向东流。

一切只不过是过眼云烟，就让我远去，消失在人海...